haiyaa..
sian akh...!

fez dae of skul..
loads of bad news...

fezly..tymtable change.. s usual..
den onie haf 14 wiks fer term 3+4..
haven't minusde holz, de camp, de non-studin daes..

n lastly.. i felt lyk crin wen tis news..
d&t cls had a split..!!!!
aarrgghh..!!!
gosh..
i soo cudn't takit..!
n Mr Seah is not takin ma cls..!!!
haiyerr..
its de new teacher..

eww..!!
i luk at him..
tk der kelass..!! eee..
serious.. he sooo luk lyk a nerd..
hah..!

Mr Seah..!! how cud u du tis..??!!
u kambeng..!




haha.. de nothin betta tu du mie.. hehe
bt im still mad..!! abt de splitin tingg..!!
ish..!!!!

haizz..
y mus ma lyf be lyk tis..?

` mana bisa diikat kaca pada permata..mana mungkin kasih berantaikan hati kita_]]

im de permata..
ur de kaca..
so get away frm me..!!

yahoo!! im soo hapie!!
mai dear daddy hue was gone 3 weeks ago is now bac!!
yahoo!!

he smells fishiy..
haha
they deal wif lots of fishes dere..
yucks..
hehe

his bag.. his pouch..
n de camera!..
all smell of fish!!
eww..!! yuckie..

haha skul's gonna srt soon..
stil haven du anitin..
wahkahkah..

s if i'll care..
wahaha
i tink i might stay bac nxt yr..
hrm..
so wt if i du..?

i min i dun haf cls fwens..
so care nthn!
i noe i noe..
i still haf tu wrk hard..

i still cnnt xapt de fact tt im in sec 3..!
haha..
nid tu update sm ader stuffs..
guudbye..

boredism kills.

its not their fault..
its not her parents fault..
it was me..
jus me..

yerp me..
i wanted to gt away frm home..
gt away frm u..
gt away frm all..

u treated me lyk a maid at home..
as if i was a robot..
asked me to do all wrk..
cudn't even rest a bit..

well at least im home now..
but still i hate it..
more wrk fer me..
didn't even ate ydae..

wt du u tink i m..?
m i even ur daughter..?
y dun't u treat de rest lyk tis..?
i noe i ws rong.. its ol ma fault..

issin't it betta if i saw de jembalang lyk u said..?
so i wud die standing.. lyk u said..
so wt if i die..
less expences ryt..?

issin't it betta if i die..?
its easier fer u ryt..?
but too bad..
no one tu du the wrk fer u..

wud u even shed a tear..?
wud anione even cm to ma funneral..?
wud ppl be cryin..?
mayb not..maybe enjoyin..

jus lyk u..
enjoyin givin me lot of wrk..
not givin me rest.
yerp.. jus lyk u..

i hope u wud lyk it on tt dae..
the dae tt i die..
cus im sure i will..
cus im sure ita de happiest dae of ma lyf..

yar.. fatin.. if ur readin..
its ol abt u...

yups everione its all abt her..
de fatin tt u had always lyked
de fatin u said hie tu but not me even im js bside her.. n dhurr im not invisible..
yarh..
de veri fatin..

betrayal..
i gess tts ol tt is in her mind..
frm laz yr..
tt ws wt she had been treatin me wif..

de veri grl tt u ppl tink im so cls wif..
yup its her..

shud u tell aders ur fwen's secret when he/she reallie trust u?
when he/she treats u as his/her best fwen..?
when he/she treats u as his/her bro/sis..?
when he/she onie trust u.. not de rest..?

well now i noe..
u didn't did it onie once..
u had done it loads of tyms..

again n again u did it..
again n again i 4gif u..
but now u did it again..
mayb thinkin tt i wud 4gif u..

u broke it once..
u broke it twice..
i fix n mend it..
still u broke it again at last..

the trust tt i bulit..
the trust tt we had..
its ferever broken..
nvr again mended..

go ahead n bitch..
go ahead n gossip..
i dun care
n nvr will i care..

cus ur gone frm here..
gone. dissappear.
nvr will appear again..
...

i tot its okay
i tot u were okay
i tot u've changed
i tot u're okay now

i tried to change it
everitin abt hatin u
i tot u're true
i tot u're okay now

but i was proved rong
tt day wen u did it again
can't u b hapie fer me..?
i tot u're okay now

i had always wonder
y have u been duin tis
y mus u have done tis
i tot u're okay now

i tot u're okay now
i tot u've changed
but no.. u haven't
u're still de same

bitchin ard
gossipin de hell out of aders
betrayin ppl
betrayin ur veri own fwens

i tot ur okay now
i tot its all over now
i tot its all okay now
i tot u're okay now...

dedicated tu ma ex-best fwen
thanx..NOT!

im missin ppl..
n of al ppl fer me to mish..
dey r stoopyd ppl..
argh!!

how du u deal wif missin ppl??
esp de ones u didn't min tu mis..
i min didn't xpect tu mis..

argh!!

aniwae..
i tried de MLOG papers..
fun tym.. i gess..
quite diff akh..
cus de topics ar lyk long tym nvr du..
so nid tu rmmbr ol de formulae..
de tis n tatss..
blah..blah..

ma dearie grndfader is sick..
but still smokes..
argh!
js hate it!
y cnnt old ppl understand tt smokin is not gud fer dem..
esp wen dey'r age-ing n nak kat mampos!! if dey nvr stop!!
argh!!
srry atok!!

but stil he is sick!!
cough cough!!
sniff sniff..
being cold n hot everi now n den..
haizz..
i oways wander..
wt wud make ppl stop smoking?? z
hrmm...

one more ting..
HAPPY BURFDAE INSYIRAH!!
in advance.. =]

i jus soo cnnt slp..
yupss.. up frm js now..

missin him..
mai fader lah!
n him.. n him.. n him..

no no..
i met him n him ydae..
chat-ed wif him js now..
argh. im blurr maslf..

fader koled js now..
he sound-ed sick..
he reminded me to solat..
n to doa fer him after evey solat so that god wud protect him dere..
so that he wud be save dere..

bismilah
dear god.. Allah s.w.t..
please protect ma fader frm all de bad tings tt might hapen to him..
Amin..

well.. wt cn i sae.. i cnnt solat fer now..

wic one? who? how? when? why?
argh!

im not okay..
im not okay..
well im not okay..
im not o - fuckin- kay...

im not okay..
yerps.. im soo not okay..
i jus don't noe y..
i don't gedit y..

one veri impt question tu ask..
how du u deal wif anger??
i min.. wt do u du tt makes de anger in u jus go away.. gone!

how? what?
argh! so diff fer me..

aniwas..
drama performin tonite!
taman warisan..
gettin ready..
dun leave wif out me!!

cnnt wait tu laf again..
haha
yups..
performin wt dey kol..
'kuching'

geylang serai nk tutup gerai..
geylang serai akan bersepai..
geylang serai jgn diabai..
wawasan ramai ank geylang serai..

hehe fun..
gud luck guys!!
im off fer now..

missin ma dad..
he ws alreadie off to seashell island wen i came hm frm KL..
i dreamt of him js now..
such a sad dream..
was still cryin wen i woke up..

ma yngr sis is sick..
haiz..
tts y im home rite now..
if not i'll be out..

missin de some of de peeps hue were tugeder in de KL trip..
fun tym i shud sae..
clickin here n dere..
haha
mostly soloin de pix wif guys.. hehe..mentel..

yikes!
smone gt angry abt tt..
cnnt blame me cus i haf de rite tu take pix wif anione i wan to as lng as his not urs..
his okie wif it..
n im okie wif it..
its okie rite?
smone tagg me if is not..
n gimmie a verrie gud reason, or two..

fun tym..
takin care of each ader..

"kau jatoh? okie tk??"
"kau sakit?? nak penadol tk?"
"kau da okie?"
"kau pun demam?? da makan ubat blm?"

those were some of de quns asked durin de trip..
also de "gurl's nyt out" in nas n azuu's rum.. on de ferz nyt.. fun..
de late nyt snaking.. cup noodles..chocs..potato chips..
WOW!! mr soh's gonna kill me!!
haha..
de late nyt "rum-to-rum-calls" talkin tu some hunky voices..
carin voices.. n also BORING voices..
haha.. veri fun though!

second nyt ws not tt fun.. bt considerable lah..
me n aten in our rum while almost all de aders in nas n azuu's rum tellin ghost stories..
well.. aten n me were alreadie scared ourslves watchin a horror movie..

de funnies ting was tt de nxt dae.. de rest of dem hue staied out all nyt untill ard 5a.m. had breakfast wif/o bathing! yucks!! hahaha..

okie fer now... ma sis kollin me to du smtin ferr her..
sick child at home!
hehe..

get all de pix u wan frm ma fwenster's blog album..
de link is rite down dere..
where de drop dwn arrow is..
go search fer urslf la..

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci