its not their fault..
its not her parents fault..
it was me..
jus me..

yerp me..
i wanted to gt away frm home..
gt away frm u..
gt away frm all..

u treated me lyk a maid at home..
as if i was a robot..
asked me to do all wrk..
cudn't even rest a bit..

well at least im home now..
but still i hate it..
more wrk fer me..
didn't even ate ydae..

wt du u tink i m..?
m i even ur daughter..?
y dun't u treat de rest lyk tis..?
i noe i ws rong.. its ol ma fault..

issin't it betta if i saw de jembalang lyk u said..?
so i wud die standing.. lyk u said..
so wt if i die..
less expences ryt..?

issin't it betta if i die..?
its easier fer u ryt..?
but too bad..
no one tu du the wrk fer u..

wud u even shed a tear..?
wud anione even cm to ma funneral..?
wud ppl be cryin..?
mayb not..maybe enjoyin..

jus lyk u..
enjoyin givin me lot of wrk..
not givin me rest.
yerp.. jus lyk u..

i hope u wud lyk it on tt dae..
the dae tt i die..
cus im sure i will..
cus im sure ita de happiest dae of ma lyf..

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci