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Tuesday, January 31, 2006 ; 11:08 PM
it ol srted on de 19 jan o5. tt was wen i frst chatted wif u. de frst tym i laughed over our stoopidness.


ive been lookin fwd tu chattin wif u ever since. cus ur funnie. veri funnie. makin me laugh over ma own stoopidnes. haha. i rmmbred tt our nic ws frm de same song. tt song ment alot tu me. de one i sang wif rpps, if not rong. if im rong den its anader song. hehe.



[izinkan diri ku meluahkn rasa.]
maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa.
biarku paparkan apa yg terjadi.
moga engkau tk ulangi.
sungguh tk ku sangka.
kau berpaling nada.
setelah lamanya.
menjalinkan cinta.
dlm diam-diam.
kau sudah berpunya.
tnpa aku menyedari semuanya.

[aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia.]
bersama si dia.
insan yg kau suka.
percintaan kita tk sampai kemana.
setakat di bibir saja syg.
[kau bina mahligai dari airmata.]
yg jatuh bederai.
di wajah sepiku.
hancurnya hatiku.
bisa tk terkata.
[terhumban rasa diriku.]
[oh aduhai. ku masih ingati janji manis dan saat romantis.]
kau pintaku supaya setia akhirnya kau yg berubah.
oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku.
temukanku dgn ketenagan.
jiwa ini di belsah rindu tetapi apa dayaku.
[ku cuba pejam mata tapi tk terlena. kerana ku masih teringat padamu.]
begitu payahnya nk ku melupakn.
pernah kah engkau fikirkan oh sayang.



okie fine i noe im goin telalu over. bt i crnt hlp it. shits. read(past tens) de chatlogs. fish balls feel lyk wanting him even more.


n im still larfin. cus im hidin behind those hahas n hehes n lalas n everithing els.



its not ur fault tt u crnt c it. its myn fer nt showin.
bt its not ma fault fer having tu want u. its urs fer givin hopes.
its not ur fault tt u don't noe. its myn fer nt lettin u noe.
bt its not ma fault fer nt lettin u noe. its urs cus u make me feel awkward.



i dream of de moment.. wen i wud successfully fergt u.


izinkan diriku, meluahkan rasa. maafkanlah aku andai kau.. mungkin terasa bersalah.


ku cuba pejam mata tapi tk terlena kerana ku masih teringat padamu begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan.



okie wae waaee too over borad.


haha. hehe. lala.





Friday, January 27, 2006 ; 11:26 PM
de peformance tudae was veri boring. serious. xapt fer de mly dnce. cus it was quite fast pace. best best.!! first tym aku tgk step tarian lawa.! serious.!!


den wen out wif aten. saw ken. haris.
i noe it is ken. n okie we lied abt nt being tugdr js tu gt de truth. now tt im speakin de truth, will u sae out de truth.?? cus aten is lyk so soo down.


it goes lyk tis.
aten n me wer tokin, den she spotted a gui hue luks lyk ken. so i asked fer ken's numbe. js tu c if its him. den i said hapi advance bdae.
if its nt him, it cudnt be a veri bigg coincidence tt wen i send de mxg, a few sec later de guy ws checkin his fone. he type sumtin den i gess he send it, cus he stoped pressin de keypads. n a few secs i received a mxg. den i mxg again den he receive again. den he rply again n i received again. how coincidental is tt.??


so den aten is in pain. she wanted tu go off. so i jus go wif de flow. i wanted tu walk infrnt fo em. ouh ya. ken's wif a gurl. tt's y aten in pain. i think ah. lalala. but aten dowan.


den i koled. aten ah nie. den tk ang. den he koled bac. bt de gurl answered. bt said dey were smwher at clementi. lalala.


den aten n me wen tu de melion der n c ppl. tourist tu b xact. takin potos. hahaha funnie seyy dey take foto. haha. n we oso took some fotos, wen sudenly ma cam batt wen flat. shits.
den snped wif ma fone bt snaped two wen ders no more space. n den snaped wif atens fone. bt she havent sent yet. so here r de pics fer now.

me n aten. iseyy atie. chubbie
















matair ku.. hahak.

























matair aten




n again. happie couple. haha
























mari aku tlg kau. haha














alermak. yg si dek nie pon ader.?? maner satu nak pilih.??













alermak.!! dier amek aku punyee.!!

n fer ol tis craptz. tnx aten fer being crappy wif me. haha. i'll upload de ader pics wen aten send it tu me ya.! fer now.

im out






Thursday, January 26, 2006 ; 11:02 PM
yeahs.! i've gt anader tee. shiokk ah. haha. red in colour. intentions fer chinese nw yr. bt it cn b used fer outings tu ryt.? if ur wanderin wt it luks lyk. its de one at I.P. zone. a tee wif de most rubber print on it. it haf gt butterflies. blablabla. lalala


fcuk off sarin. u again. olways complaining abt u. fcuk saa. its lyk not ma fault la. gt some ader student bfore me usin de same table go n use correction tape n 'decorate' de table. n i lyk finished ma test early so i put ma head dwn. den tt stopid person said i did it. freak ryt.?? HELLO.!! i dun even own a freakin correction tape. i onie use liquid corrector. or wt u ppl kol liquid paper. or wt ma mader kol, blanko. old stuffs. his shit la. i min lyk its so soo soooo not ma fault ryt.? it dsnt make sense ryt.? den i was lyk tring tu xplain de thing then he said. 'y u lyk tu tok bac ah.?' EXCUSE ME.! R U LYK STOOPID OR SMTHIN.? ouh i frgt. u r stoopid. n selenge. n i was lyk 'im jus fightin fer ma ryt.' haha. den he ws lyk 'u ah' i min. im not at fault at ol ryt.? m i .?? hell no. i dunt think so. nono. I AM NOT AT FAULT U FREAKIN PERSON HUE IS SO SOO SOOO NOT FIT TU B A TEACHER..!!! shit la. go fuck ur wife hue is stoopid enuf tu marry u. haha.!! kebodohan.!



lalalala. i hope ma cls win de clsrum deco tmr. i realie hope so. so much effort was put in. bt not much colour. bt it was funn. n i dun care if mr shing wud trow me out of skul de moment i step in tu de skul via de small tinny gate. cus de paper on de notice board in each n every cls, states tt red blouse, shirt n dress r allowed. lalala. so i wun gif a shit. n 5 of us r cumin tugeder aniewae. lalalala. i'll be wearin a high cut shoe fer de frst tym. in punye. haha. tnx fer pinjam kn yee. bt awhile onie cus she said tt her addidas shoe dsnt match wif her 3/4ers. so i;ll b wearin her addidas shoe wen we mit n xchange shoes in de morn tmr at de jelapang stn.
haha lala okkie tt's ol fer now.





Sunday, January 22, 2006 ; 9:49 AM
ouh gosh.! NYP was soo boring ydae. de ppl there were lyk not friendly. stoopid. didn't go dere bcs of spore idol though. i wanted tu noe how de skul goes. wt courses there were n wt were de cut-off-points. bt gess wt.? i gained nth ydae. hehe. bt i think de system is lyk, tis yr in buisness u take tis den tt n den nxt yr anader thing or smthing. i dunnoe its js not clear. serious. n de stage performances were terok tu da max. n sry tu kutok bt de tarian grls r realie memalukan.! dey dun noe how tu pakai de kain-s properly. serious.! its lyk singkat. hah. at least i noe tt wen de kain is singkat, its so so not nice. n i will redo it. unless of cus, dere's nt enuf tym. bt no. nt de dancers ydae. dey were lyk js sitting dere. hack-ing care.
lalalala. bt wt du i care. i noe NYP is nt gona b ma choice of skul. nt kul. hah stoopid la.! hehe.


ferst skul i wen tu was TP. it realie attracted me. de skul was kul. n de students were kind nice n friendly. its js soo fun. bt de onie prob is tt. de skul is veri very far far away. boohoohoo. lalalala. i was soo attracted tu it. y de hack.? i oso dunnoe. de course dere i gess. n de building. n de ppl dere.


i wan de CMM -- communications n media management, n gess wt.? ive gta score A2 fer ma english wic is lyk wae wae nt socre-able. serious.! ma garde fer eng lst yr was lyk C6. n now i haf tu aim fer A2.? i seyy man i dun even think i cn gt a freakin B. n worst. cut-off-point. 12.!! iseyymann. shitballs. its abt being a dj journalist, tv presenter, stuffs lyk tt.


bt den afta tt i change ma mind. i wan de hospitality n tourism management. or mayb de leisure n resort management. bt i dun get de difference. serious i dunt.


den de nxt dae at SP, dere's media communications. i think its da same s de CMM in TP. only tt it has 1o0 vacancies n gta score at least a B4 fer eng. n de same thing cut-of-pnt. 12.


den SP has a new course. DTRM. diploma in tourism n resort management. fun i wann. bt de aders oso said dey wan de same thing. its nt tt im following their decision or sumthing. its jus tt im attracted tu it. well yea i love tu talk alot. im intrested. n i wana find out more. n if dey r gona make de decision tu choose SP n DTRM s deir coures, den i'll js go tu TP cus i wana gt involved wif dem nomore. serious. i'll tell de story later.


n so ma sis saes go fer it n daddy saes TP is far. if u take tourism, ur weekends will be burnt. n mummy saes nth. n den i sae. I'LL CHECK OUT NP FEZ.!! till den.



n i said i wud n i ma tring tu xplain ryt now. i dunnoe y. bt i think im js born nt being able tu gt along wif ppl well. i think tts bad. no i dun THINK. i FEEL tt its bad, its not good. its sooo nt gud. n some of u realise tt i was quiet. n tank u fer noticing. cus i nvr realise tt anione notice. cus i had olways ben in de dark2 coner. lonliness in me. blablabla. dotdotdot.


haven't been communicating well. its lyk im invisible. how cud tt be. its lyk s if im nt loud enuf. bt how cud tt b.? im olways noen of ma loud ness. kekecohans. xactly. how cud ol tis be possible. to syirah n hatt. tnks fer askin. it means tt someone somewhere out there still cares. bt i might s well js shut n drift away. js lyk i noe i shud. i will n i wud. somedae somehow. wen de tym cums. ..care.so.i.don't..


lalalalala. bt neverdeless. im hapy ba maslf. 'still fakin urslf out.? terrible.!'





Tuesday, January 17, 2006 ; 11:20 PM
imagine havin funn wif de class n de teacher. n suddenly a new teacher, wif de least xperiance came n takeover half de class. wadaheck.!


stoopid saa.! dala SELENGE.! BODOH plk tuu. wander how u cn bcm a teacher.


ppl's folio done until mindmap. olmst research, u ask de clss tu du untill prob situation.??!!

wtdahell.??!! those hu take dnt u shud noe. stoopid saak tis teacher. n gess what.? i am soo 'honoured' tu b de frst batch of 'o' lvl students he is teaching. 'VERY VERY'.


stoopid tu da max.!!! im so not gonna du da prob situation. mind map oso halfwae done. ima rebell. unless u let me drop outa ur clss n gt into mr seah's clss. kim! xchange position plss.!! boleh la boleh la boleh la..


at least in mr seah's clss i gt member. if gt trouble cn ask hlp frm ratna n ahlong. ryt ryt ryt..???


im pray real hard so tt i wud go tu se ader clss. bt i dun tink its gonna happen. shits.!!


BIGG SHITTS.!! uperr biggy shitts.
fcuk off.!





Monday, January 09, 2006 ; 8:08 PM
i've gt de theme fer dnt's O lvl project tudae.
wah kau.! difficult seyy.


n de theme is.. *jeng jeng jeng*
'LEARNING AIDS'


nt tt virus aids. singular form is aid. u noe, s in n assistant or a helper. or a device tt assist or help. n so learning aids means devices which helps someone or something tu learn. shitballs. wt m i gonna du.? wt im afraid of is tt i wud make something tt olreadie xist. freak. tt is y dey ask us tu du research. meatballs.


i was thinkin abt some stuffs tt would help lil kidos tu rmmbr their times table. bt first its gota werk fer me. football.! heh. ish.!! i dunnoe wt tu du.! think. i haf tu think.!


bt gess wat.? de N lvl theme is much more difficult. gt it frm a fwen frm anader skul.
its 'SAVING RECOURSES AND ENERGY' wt da heck wud u du wif tt theme seyy. i seyy. i dun think im gonna haf 6 decent ideas. fishcakes.!bt lucky im takin ma Os. yeahs.


bsk raye. iseyy. kene pakai jubah n tudung. hrm.. n aku pn tk tau asl org malu nk pakai tudung. swit ape. hehe. okk. tts ol fer now. gta du some ader stuffs.


dada.





Sunday, January 08, 2006 ; 9:54 PM
n he came bac jus as i was thinkin less of him.
bt wen i think abt it, it was ma fault. cus i asked fer it. i seriously asked fer it.
bt how cud i wen der is a sec 3 guy hue luks lyk him. n a gui in tsa 4 in madrasah[religion class] hue olso luks lyk him. i seyy mann.
hrmm. i crnt du tis. bt i noe i haf tu du tis. i wana du tis. i noe i haf tu. i seyy mann.


haha. frgt abt tt la.
hehe. n mizie beeped. sendin his composed song. haha. klaka tu de max sak. serious no joke. n i tot tt he wsnt a jiwang-er. hehe.
n though those r english songs. bt de slang, mly tu da max.! haha. n serious thinkin. i sing better. hahaha. tu de max sey its funnie. okie okie. its funnie tu de max seyy. haha.
den u can hear ppl tokin at de bacgrnd. ders tis phrase which saes 'werk on ur project' at de end of one of de songs. haha. im still laughing while typing. klaka la miz. hehehe.


gue tk ley ang la. lu punya lagu klaka tu de max la.
lu amalkan la buat bende bodohh mcm nie sumer kasi gue dgr ah. hehe.


n im still fooling ard not doing my homewerk. iseyymann.
everione hue comes by, du me a favour n tagg me askin me tu buck up, pull up ma socks or turn aver a new leaf by stoppin ol de craptz n concentrate on studying.
pls pls pls ppl. help me.!!
tnxx loads.


im off.
atiee.





Sunday, January 01, 2006 ; 9:16 PM
yeahhh..!! happie new yr everione.
i js hope tt tis yr wud be a fresh srt fr everione. esp me.
i hope tt i wud frgt ever single stoopid stuffs tt had hapen fer de past yrs.


n ive gt a new jacket. bought it at IP zone.
luks lyk a guy's jacket, wtda hell was i thinkin.
bt watda hack. its nice tu me.


n suraj. tnx fer de mxg. sry ddnt rply. hapie new yr tu u tu.


peace ppl.!









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