ouh gosh.! NYP was soo boring ydae. de ppl there were lyk not friendly. stoopid. didn't go dere bcs of spore idol though. i wanted tu noe how de skul goes. wt courses there were n wt were de cut-off-points. bt gess wt.? i gained nth ydae. hehe. bt i think de system is lyk, tis yr in buisness u take tis den tt n den nxt yr anader thing or smthing. i dunnoe its js not clear. serious. n de stage performances were terok tu da max. n sry tu kutok bt de tarian grls r realie memalukan.! dey dun noe how tu pakai de kain-s properly. serious.! its lyk singkat. hah. at least i noe tt wen de kain is singkat, its so so not nice. n i will redo it. unless of cus, dere's nt enuf tym. bt no. nt de dancers ydae. dey were lyk js sitting dere. hack-ing care.
lalalala. bt wt du i care. i noe NYP is nt gona b ma choice of skul. nt kul. hah stoopid la.! hehe.
ferst skul i wen tu was TP. it realie attracted me. de skul was kul. n de students were kind nice n friendly. its js soo fun. bt de onie prob is tt. de skul is veri very far far away. boohoohoo. lalalala. i was soo attracted tu it. y de hack.? i oso dunnoe. de course dere i gess. n de building. n de ppl dere.
i wan de CMM -- communications n media management, n gess wt.? ive gta score A2 fer ma english wic is lyk wae wae nt socre-able. serious.! ma garde fer eng lst yr was lyk C6. n now i haf tu aim fer A2.? i seyy man i dun even think i cn gt a freakin B. n worst. cut-off-point. 12.!! iseyymann. shitballs. its abt being a dj journalist, tv presenter, stuffs lyk tt.
bt den afta tt i change ma mind. i wan de hospitality n tourism management. or mayb de leisure n resort management. bt i dun get de difference. serious i dunt.
den de nxt dae at SP, dere's media communications. i think its da same s de CMM in TP. only tt it has 1o0 vacancies n gta score at least a B4 fer eng. n de same thing cut-of-pnt. 12.
den SP has a new course. DTRM. diploma in tourism n resort management. fun i wann. bt de aders oso said dey wan de same thing. its nt tt im following their decision or sumthing. its jus tt im attracted tu it. well yea i love tu talk alot. im intrested. n i wana find out more. n if dey r gona make de decision tu choose SP n DTRM s deir coures, den i'll js go tu TP cus i wana gt involved wif dem nomore. serious. i'll tell de story later.
n so ma sis saes go fer it n daddy saes TP is far. if u take tourism, ur weekends will be burnt. n mummy saes nth. n den i sae. I'LL CHECK OUT NP FEZ.!! till den.
n i said i wud n i ma tring tu xplain ryt now. i dunnoe y. bt i think im js born nt being able tu gt along wif ppl well. i think tts bad. no i dun THINK. i FEEL tt its bad, its not good. its sooo nt gud. n some of u realise tt i was quiet. n tank u fer noticing. cus i nvr realise tt anione notice. cus i had olways ben in de dark2 coner. lonliness in me. blablabla. dotdotdot.
haven't been communicating well. its lyk im invisible. how cud tt be. its lyk s if im nt loud enuf. bt how cud tt b.? im olways noen of ma loud ness. kekecohans. xactly. how cud ol tis be possible. to syirah n hatt. tnks fer askin. it means tt someone somewhere out there still cares. bt i might s well js shut n drift away. js lyk i noe i shud. i will n i wud. somedae somehow. wen de tym cums. ..care.so.i.don't..
lalalalala. bt neverdeless. im hapy ba maslf. 'still fakin urslf out.? terrible.!'
