i felt lyk i hvnt bloged fr such a long tym.
well yeah, in skul ryt now.
tnx daer NORA, fer lettin me sign in tu ur acc tu use de comp.
dunnoe y ma acc cnnt use. mayb rong passwerd.
but all of em are our ic numbers ryt.??
hehs. maybe bcs i hvn't been usin de comp in skul for a long tym.
yeps. tt shud be it.

'you never cared. forget abt september. i hate you, guy'

seriously. it is u amad tarmizie.
or how ever u spell ur name.
hah. i dunnoe y ive been feelin tis wae.
i had, HAD, a feeling fer u.
nvr did i post ur name in dis blog before.
but wadahell.

i dun geddit.
everything is fatin fatin fatin n more FATIN.!!
n yeah, if i ddnt go tu ur skul's open hse lst yr, mayb it was n xlent choice.
but no. i HAD tu go. n brought her along.!
but dere wer non other t i cud have brought along. only her.
one n only her.

shit i hate her.!
i hate myself.
i hate you.

wts wif de mxg.
selame nie ko tk pena kisah. CARE.!
u mxged her instead of me wen u wanted tu ask us out, despite me being de fez one u neu.
or maby ur jus usin ma name.
ah shits.!
wat crapt m i crapt-ing abt.??
main point, i hate you.!

ahh.!
asl.? ko terase.?
bler aku type aku nye nick mcm gitu.?
wts wif de mxg abt hating de world, NOT, bcs im part of it.?

naive.? childish.? kol me wateve u wan. i dun care.
tis IS me.!
i am hue i am.
n THIS me ryt noe, HATES YOU.!

'it was pure laughter wen u came. then u srt tu fade away. n ur suddenly gone. since den i nvr tot u cared, sincerly. n hatred fill de spaces of laughters whic faded away wif you. so tell me, issit wrong fer me tu hate you.? E N C I K M . . .'


yeah.! tell me, issit rong fer me tu hate u.?
gimmie reasons.
i dun care if its childish.
cus i noe i am.
i cannot accept things wen they happen.
i cannt learnt tu xapt em.
NEVER.

wat i freakin du is yak yak yak about it ma whole freakin lyf.

hate u hate u hate u hate u.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. n i hate myself for having haf known you.

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci