u noe, u didn't haf tu raise ur voice wen talkin tu me.
u hate me now.?
i can see. u didn't wave bac at me tt tuesdae wen i waved.
u didn't even look lyk u care.
nvm its okie.

but ma heart shrank wen u asked me tu shut.
its not lyk as if i was de onie one talkin.
but i saed sorry, i dun tink u care aniewae.
n lyk i didn't speak de whole tym,
syir asked me wat was told abt de Nonoi case wich was on de news,
so i jus told her wat i saw.
n tt u raised ur voice.
but, nvm its okie.

i dunoe y i keep sain its okie.
wen de actual fact is tt i noe is not.
n i olways forgif ppl easily.
jus wif da snap of da fingers.
i dunnoe y.
am i weak.?
but y.?
now tis stuff matters.
ouh fishballs.

but its ...

n dere i go again.
haish.

cool-ing out.

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci