A 15 yr old was found dead in her bedroom by her sister who just came home from school. The secondary school student commited suicide at around 4pm, 2 hours before her sister found her.

Cause of death, suffocation via covering stuffing of objects in nose n motuh. Suicide note was found next to her, on the bed.

As it goes [language edited]:

Dearest mummy,

Im sorry that i went off before you without saing goodbye. Things never turn out well. I was never cared about. I wished I was never born-ed into this world. I wish I had died in your womb, mummy. I wish I was disabled and was detected before born, and you would abort me, mummy. I wish I never had to go to school. I wish I never knew my friends. I wish I never had to trouble you, mummy.

How I really wish I never have to go to school. I really wish that I would have never met those evil people whom I call friends. I really wish that I had met better people, who really cared about me n my feelings. I really wish that I never knew them.
After all those trouble I had gone through for them, I never felt their care for me, not even once. I even felt that I was what they saw as an irritating person. I tried to be a cheerful person who is likeable by everyone, as to not to be hated.
Why mummy? Why me?
I wish my friends had never introduced me to friendster. I wish I had never met him through friendster, mummy. I hate him. I hate him mummy. He played with my feelings. I hate him mummy.

Mummy, you said that friends are not needed in this world. Eventhough they are not needed, why should she treat me like this? Why must she betray me? Why must she stop my words? Why must she place her plams infront of my face and say, 'Shut up! I don't want you to explain.' Why mummy? Why?

I hate my life that is full of hatred. I am sorry to have go without your permission mummy.
I am very sorry. Please tell all my 'friends' that I am gone. Tell them, even if they cry till their eyes are red, I would never believe that they are really sad about this.

Yous sincerly,
****

All teenages, please note that this is a lesson for all of you who did not treat your friends with care. Some people are more emotional than normal people should be. Treat everyone that is around you with care and respect.

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
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Atie is seriously preferred
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