Dearest Ms Siti,
I'm veri sorry tu haf let u down. I realie am. How i wished im never this lazy. lazyness had been filling up spaces in ma lyf tu da core.! i wana get rid of em. ALL OF EM.!! n i realie min it. but den it had became part of me. its soooooo difficult tu be remove. jus lyk part of ur flash tt is stuck tu ur nails, wen u wana cut ur nails, u carnt, cus de flash is dere. OMG.!! wen am i gona face up n push aside this lazyness.?? will i ever.?? Ms Siti, i realie am veri veri sorrie. i promis tu du ma veri best tu fight tis battle against the lazyness. n thank you for believing in us.

Dearest 'O' lvl cert,
How in de world m i ever gonna get de perfect you.? am i EVEN gonna receive you.? a full cert.?
im not doin well. slacking here n dere. onie opening up de text books wen test is nxt week, or worst, tmr.! i'm happy tt i ve olreadie srt on ma folio. yeah fer me.! but its realie not enuf. rumors were heard tt teachers wana gif up on me, us, 4C.! weeping in the coner, in silence, listening tu wat de teacher was saing. 'maybe we shud jus concentrate on those who score B3 to C6' 'den it wud be like ingnoring de whole of 4c' 'yeah, maybe we shud du tt, concentrate on de A n B' droplets of water form de eyes, MY eyes, were streaming down ma cheecks. y.? WHY IN DE WORLD.??? will their mind set ever change.? i wana prove tu them tt 4c can do it tu.! i wana do well too.! i will prove tu them, by doing every-single-homework given. i will. i promis myself this.

I, Nurul Atikah, promise myself that i will do all my homeworks to my greatest ability and do well in my 'O' level to prove to the teachers that a student from 4c can do well too.

There.! I will.! i sure will.! n i've learnt tt encouragement gives that extra push tu success.

Dearest 4C,
Please, please stop fooling around. We haf only got 23 weeks to spare before our prelims comes. tt is tu fast, tu fast tu be believed. i cannt believe it either. please stop playing a fool, stop making the teachers angry, stop making ms liew cry, stop allowing other teaching stuffs look down on us, on YOU. Stop all these nonsensical things. We don't haf much time. i believe that everyone of us can make it. all of us play a part, even a tiniwinnie part counts. we haf tu make ms liew proud, proud tu have a class like us. we haf tu srt behaving well in class. we can make it. ms siti believes in us. we haf tu make her proud too.


yours sincerly,
atie.

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci