tnx an fer trin tu cheer me up. but i gess nth helps.
i'll jus be tis wae its okie.
nvm la an. tnx niwae.
mayb its tym fer me tu cry again, tu release ol those frustrations.
i wanna scream ma lungs out.!!!
ive been wanting tu du tis.

de fez tym i planned tu go tu escape, it was held bac bcs of mizie.
de i wanted tu go wif ma siblings, n der was tis case abt some incidents happening at de theame park itself n mother was woried. held bac again. n de mac holz we wnted tu go again, but ma aunt was caught in an accident n we crnt possibly haf fun out dere while de aders r swellin their eyes, n aunt's in de ICU sufferin ryt.?

yea aniwae she gettin okier now.

i wana go. i realie wana go.!
i wana scream.! i wana shout.!! i nid a shoulder tu cry on.
i nid a warm hug.

n ol i nid ol tt i ever realie realie nid is a friend.
a someone hue noes me. puts up wif ma bloody mood swings.
hue understands me. whom i cn realie rely on.
hus not a backstabber.
hue dsnt leave me alone in de dark.

lyk tts alot.
bt at least one hue dsnt leave me alone.
i hate being alone.
tt realie is ma weekness.

an asked me tu smyl. yea no doubt i do everi single dae. i laugh n smyl everidae. but its no use. cus i noe deep dwn i side me, im not happy.

'im forced tu fake a smyl a laf everidae of ma lyf'

yea tnx an, fer helpin. at least u tried. unlyk some shitty ppl hue kol demselves fwens of mine. i gess nora cares even more.
nt sure if its true.

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci