Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ; 8:21 PM♥
issit possible fer u tu realie lyk someone u don't noe.?
issit possible fer u tu suddenly lyk someone u hvn't met fer a long tym.?
okie i haf tu be frank tu MYSELF.
2 diff ppl.
2 diff situations.
two different me.?
or too different of me.??
fez, cute, dunnoe name, lives in de same block, twelve-th floor, ccks, dunoe age, swit smyl, but usualie frown.
nxt, silly-ly cute, known fer 2++ yrs, used tu olways chat, ma one n onie problem slover, cuteness, sillyness, cleverness, kind-hearted-ness, olmost-everithin-u-wan-n-need-in-ur-perfect-gui-ness .
hah.!
hue m i kiddin.?
im growing bigger by de sec.!
noone wud wan this *okiefine* FAT gurl.
mummy is buyin me a shoe.!!!
pic will be taken IF its nice, n IF i get it,
till den, C YA PEEPS.!
issit possible fer u tu suddenly lyk someone u hvn't met fer a long tym.?
okie i haf tu be frank tu MYSELF.
2 diff ppl.
2 diff situations.
two different me.?
or too different of me.??
fez, cute, dunnoe name, lives in de same block, twelve-th floor, ccks, dunoe age, swit smyl, but usualie frown.
nxt, silly-ly cute, known fer 2++ yrs, used tu olways chat, ma one n onie problem slover, cuteness, sillyness, cleverness, kind-hearted-ness, olmost-everithin-u-wan-n-need-in-ur-perfect-gui-ness .
hah.!
hue m i kiddin.?
im growing bigger by de sec.!
noone wud wan this *okiefine* FAT gurl.
mummy is buyin me a shoe.!!!
pic will be taken IF its nice, n IF i get it,
till den, C YA PEEPS.!
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ; 7:07 PM♥
yeah ma internet connection's okie now.!
tnx tu ma fingers pressing de numbers 1610 on de fone n mouth/voice talking to some tech person, its okie now.!
im no longer in Mc typing on ma sis's notebuk.!!
yahuu
k maths mock tmr.!
gd luck ppl.!
tnx tu ma fingers pressing de numbers 1610 on de fone n mouth/voice talking to some tech person, its okie now.!
im no longer in Mc typing on ma sis's notebuk.!!
yahuu
k maths mock tmr.!
gd luck ppl.!
Monday, May 29, 2006 ; 6:19 PM♥
okie here i am again, blogging at mc.!
yah so i did ma mt O lvl paper tis mornin. damn it was tough.!
i dunt think i cn even gt an A2.! ish.!!
i dun even haf confidence gettin a B3.! cann u imagine how tough i THINK de paper was.?!
ouh yah, wat in de world is.. ouh i frgt de word.
n de june holz are so not halidays at all.!
wat wud u xpact.?
fun-fill holidae.?
of cus nt bcs O lvl is cummin.!
laa i dun feel lyk taking it la.!
i dun think im prepared at all.!!!
n i hope de tution thing works.
bt de nearest center is at kranji sec, somewhere i dun noe where.!
hehe
i wana go nursing course, bt ms liew asked me tu aim fer JC. i dun even think i wan tu go thru another cambridge paper after de one i went tru js now.!
okie now i shud jus concentrate n get de best points i can right.?
n let ma points decide where i shall go.!
yippie.!
enjoi ur holz if u cn everione.!
yah so i did ma mt O lvl paper tis mornin. damn it was tough.!
i dunt think i cn even gt an A2.! ish.!!
i dun even haf confidence gettin a B3.! cann u imagine how tough i THINK de paper was.?!
ouh yah, wat in de world is.. ouh i frgt de word.
n de june holz are so not halidays at all.!
wat wud u xpact.?
fun-fill holidae.?
of cus nt bcs O lvl is cummin.!
laa i dun feel lyk taking it la.!
i dun think im prepared at all.!!!
n i hope de tution thing works.
bt de nearest center is at kranji sec, somewhere i dun noe where.!
hehe
i wana go nursing course, bt ms liew asked me tu aim fer JC. i dun even think i wan tu go thru another cambridge paper after de one i went tru js now.!
okie now i shud jus concentrate n get de best points i can right.?
n let ma points decide where i shall go.!
yippie.!
enjoi ur holz if u cn everione.!
Sunday, May 28, 2006 ; 5:06 PM♥
yeah.!! im bac. fer a moment or so onie lah.
sry ma internet at home something rong tts y nvr update fer sometime.
de past fridae was be urslf dae. it was soo funn.!
though it wa kinda boring.
de sec 4e n 5na gt some brefing abt tmr's mt paper. so we ddnt enjoi de peformence tt much.
we saw de 'fashion parade' haha funnie it was realie.! hehe
den it was de carnival. nth much. aten n me lost naq so we decided to watch Ju-on. whow. scarie la eh.! de we went to far east n eat.!! n walk2 ool over town wif ma hurting ankle.!
haha
*how du u suppose i recover tis ankle of mine.?* *haha* hehehe
n so tts ol. ouh ya. n i gess naq was abit pissed wif me. sry duddet.!
tts ol fer now. kinda in a rush.
cus de laptop's batt runnin flat.!
dada fer now, read nxt sundae's post okies.?!
sry ma internet at home something rong tts y nvr update fer sometime.
de past fridae was be urslf dae. it was soo funn.!
though it wa kinda boring.
de sec 4e n 5na gt some brefing abt tmr's mt paper. so we ddnt enjoi de peformence tt much.
we saw de 'fashion parade' haha funnie it was realie.! hehe
den it was de carnival. nth much. aten n me lost naq so we decided to watch Ju-on. whow. scarie la eh.! de we went to far east n eat.!! n walk2 ool over town wif ma hurting ankle.!
haha
*how du u suppose i recover tis ankle of mine.?* *haha* hehehe
n so tts ol. ouh ya. n i gess naq was abit pissed wif me. sry duddet.!
tts ol fer now. kinda in a rush.
cus de laptop's batt runnin flat.!
dada fer now, read nxt sundae's post okies.?!
Saturday, May 13, 2006 ; 10:33 PM♥
fid, sae wtever u wan. i seriously cannot be bothered.
aku da biase kene kutuk, dikutuk n mengutuk.
but i dun think u noe de real storie abt me n fatin.
aniwaes de fez rply, i was seriously using a super soft tone, but since ko tagg mcm nk gado, aku pon geram ah. saper seyy tk geram.
jing yi, i gess wat u said was true. i shudn't haf published tt post.
but things done can nvr be undone ryt.?
i crnt possibly just turn de hands of da clock n pretend nth happen, ryt.?
ma mum used to tell me tt i've made a mistake, making nora ma fwen, but i gess fer once she is rong, de person i shudn't befreind wif was fatin.
tt is ma greatest mistake in ma lyf.
lets all go back to sec one years....
2003
de closest friends, everyone cud see. hung out afta skul, at de playgrnd bside ur apt blk. remember.? greatest tym. ate n studie, made new friends frm de neighbourhood.
den something bad happen, de others suddenly left u out. i koled u olmost everi nyt, cus i ddnt wan u to feel alone. i cudnt possibly talk tu u in skul. yerp, de prebahasa naq used was ryt. 'kalau ditelan, mati ibu. kalau di buang, mati bapa' or sumthin lyk tt.
yah so den we bcame closer, even closer. den dey srt NOT to leave u out. den dey invited u tu bcm one of de flag girls, in de nxt yr, yah, bcs lyk wen everione iwere having band prac, u had tu go home alone.
ahuh. naq, sorie tu post tis here. she said, u said, 'i've eaten ma piece of cake,' wich lyk means tt u've felt what i felt b4 me. ouh freaky yes u did, but u still had me.
well i gess u realie r de type of person hue dsnt appresiate kindness ppl give tu u.
wells, wt cn i sae.
n so now im alone, i dun bother. well bcs im used tu it, so it realie dsnt matter. jus dun let tis crapt affect our O lvls. i definetly dunwana repeat, neither du i wana go to ITE.
ouh wells. du wteve u ppl wan, i'll du wteve i wan.
aku da biase kene kutuk, dikutuk n mengutuk.
but i dun think u noe de real storie abt me n fatin.
aniwaes de fez rply, i was seriously using a super soft tone, but since ko tagg mcm nk gado, aku pon geram ah. saper seyy tk geram.
jing yi, i gess wat u said was true. i shudn't haf published tt post.
but things done can nvr be undone ryt.?
i crnt possibly just turn de hands of da clock n pretend nth happen, ryt.?
ma mum used to tell me tt i've made a mistake, making nora ma fwen, but i gess fer once she is rong, de person i shudn't befreind wif was fatin.
tt is ma greatest mistake in ma lyf.
lets all go back to sec one years....
2003
de closest friends, everyone cud see. hung out afta skul, at de playgrnd bside ur apt blk. remember.? greatest tym. ate n studie, made new friends frm de neighbourhood.
den something bad happen, de others suddenly left u out. i koled u olmost everi nyt, cus i ddnt wan u to feel alone. i cudnt possibly talk tu u in skul. yerp, de prebahasa naq used was ryt. 'kalau ditelan, mati ibu. kalau di buang, mati bapa' or sumthin lyk tt.
yah so den we bcame closer, even closer. den dey srt NOT to leave u out. den dey invited u tu bcm one of de flag girls, in de nxt yr, yah, bcs lyk wen everione iwere having band prac, u had tu go home alone.
ahuh. naq, sorie tu post tis here. she said, u said, 'i've eaten ma piece of cake,' wich lyk means tt u've felt what i felt b4 me. ouh freaky yes u did, but u still had me.
well i gess u realie r de type of person hue dsnt appresiate kindness ppl give tu u.
wells, wt cn i sae.
n so now im alone, i dun bother. well bcs im used tu it, so it realie dsnt matter. jus dun let tis crapt affect our O lvls. i definetly dunwana repeat, neither du i wana go to ITE.
ouh wells. du wteve u ppl wan, i'll du wteve i wan.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ; 6:01 PM♥
it hit me.
it had freakingly hit me so bad!
i mean, wat de hell is rong wif me.?
y im i feeling tt ppl r getting away from me.?
fez it was de rappers, but its okie now.
i mean, we r communicating lyk normal friend, not lyk some ppl hue dunnoe eachother.
now its her.
wt de hell is rong.??!!
can someone pls gif me an xplaination.?
i mean wat in de world did i du rong.?
its lyk she dsnt look at me,
she dsn't smile,
wat more speak.!
maybe SK is bac.
it stroke me again.
ouh wth.?!
sometymes i wonder y im i so emo abt little2 things lyk tis.
but is it even little.?
GOSH.! wth is rong wif me.??
im sooo stressed up.!
cls blog's templet is not even done yet.!
n i dun even think tt im gonna score fer ma mock papers.!
shit.!
WHAT IN DE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME.?!
someone PLEASE tell me. PLEASE.!!
i shud be thankful tt i haf jing yi wif me. at least i haf someone tu talk tu. ouh gsoh.!
goosebumps. half-way-almst-driping-tears.
no one notice.
maybe wat i asked fer came true.
fer her tu get away frm me,
but still de rest ddnt haf tu set me a side too ryt.?
r dey her dogs.?PPL IT WIF DA QUESTION MARK.!!
sry tu sae it.
its lyk shes de puppet master.!
does wat im saying even make sense.?
ouh crapt.
can i shift skul.?
or shift class.?
argh.!
i hate this.!
but y shud i be hating this.?
ouh freak.!
wth.??
it had freakingly hit me so bad!
i mean, wat de hell is rong wif me.?
y im i feeling tt ppl r getting away from me.?
fez it was de rappers, but its okie now.
i mean, we r communicating lyk normal friend, not lyk some ppl hue dunnoe eachother.
now its her.
wt de hell is rong.??!!
can someone pls gif me an xplaination.?
i mean wat in de world did i du rong.?
its lyk she dsnt look at me,
she dsn't smile,
wat more speak.!
maybe SK is bac.
it stroke me again.
ouh wth.?!
sometymes i wonder y im i so emo abt little2 things lyk tis.
but is it even little.?
GOSH.! wth is rong wif me.??
im sooo stressed up.!
cls blog's templet is not even done yet.!
n i dun even think tt im gonna score fer ma mock papers.!
shit.!
WHAT IN DE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME.?!
someone PLEASE tell me. PLEASE.!!
i shud be thankful tt i haf jing yi wif me. at least i haf someone tu talk tu. ouh gsoh.!
goosebumps. half-way-almst-driping-tears.
no one notice.
maybe wat i asked fer came true.
fer her tu get away frm me,
but still de rest ddnt haf tu set me a side too ryt.?
sry tu sae it.
its lyk shes de puppet master.!
does wat im saying even make sense.?
ouh crapt.
can i shift skul.?
or shift class.?
argh.!
i hate this.!
but y shud i be hating this.?
ouh freak.!
wth.??
she's de broken one.
but no one noes.
Saturday, May 06, 2006 ; 4:29 PM♥
waaaah.!
i realie dunnoe wt tu put fer de cls blog url.!
so yah ive created a cls email.
its, fourC_o6@hotmail.com
the'o' is seriously an o not a zero.
n den muz check de availibility, wtever la.
den click 4champs. gt liao. den i seriously dunnoe wt u rite.
so jus wen on to typing
www.4ppleChoccake.blogspot.com
so jus check it out. its succky fer de moment.
i realie dunnoe wt tu put fer de cls blog url.!
so yah ive created a cls email.
its, fourC_o6@hotmail.com
the'o' is seriously an o not a zero.
n den muz check de availibility, wtever la.
den click 4champs. gt liao. den i seriously dunnoe wt u rite.
so jus wen on to typing
www.4ppleChoccake.blogspot.com
so jus check it out. its succky fer de moment.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 ; 10:19 PM♥
aaahhhh.!!!!!
taaak mungkiiiiinnn.!!!!!!
i freakinly ddnt score well fer ma common test.!!
i failed my english.
n i haf yet tu receive ma ss n hist papers.!
ouh-freak-o.!
im sure tu fail both.
though i pass ma math, phy, chem *amazingly better than ma phy, n geo, amazingly dunnoe how.
but boder lyn fer math n geo.
22 n 21 over 40. whow.! tt is lyk terok la.!
haha. i need tuition laa.!!
esp fer chem, ss&hist.
i wann la.!! okie der's tis thingi, dunnoe, at kranji sec, tts de nearest. blehs.!
i realie hope mummy allows.!
ppl pray fer me.!!
haha
if i ever pass ma ss&hist, i shout lyk keraziee.!!! n de fez person i'll mxg is mizz. haha
taaak mungkiiiiinnn.!!!!!!
i freakinly ddnt score well fer ma common test.!!
i failed my english.
n i haf yet tu receive ma ss n hist papers.!
ouh-freak-o.!
im sure tu fail both.
though i pass ma math, phy, chem *amazingly better than ma phy, n geo, amazingly dunnoe how.
but boder lyn fer math n geo.
22 n 21 over 40. whow.! tt is lyk terok la.!
haha. i need tuition laa.!!
esp fer chem, ss&hist.
i wann la.!! okie der's tis thingi, dunnoe, at kranji sec, tts de nearest. blehs.!
i realie hope mummy allows.!
ppl pray fer me.!!
haha
if i ever pass ma ss&hist, i shout lyk keraziee.!!! n de fez person i'll mxg is mizz. haha
n if u ever saw me,
trin tu fall in love,
stop me
Monday, May 01, 2006 ; 5:33 PM♥
dyna, me n tacha.
activity tyme.!
wait, waited, n kept waiting.
edited candids.!
overall candids.
irfan, wei.! tgk dlm gurl nyee bilik eh.! nottie boi.!!
