it hit me.
it had freakingly hit me so bad!

i mean, wat de hell is rong wif me.?
y im i feeling tt ppl r getting away from me.?

fez it was de rappers, but its okie now.
i mean, we r communicating lyk normal friend, not lyk some ppl hue dunnoe eachother.
now its her.
wt de hell is rong.??!!
can someone pls gif me an xplaination.?
i mean wat in de world did i du rong.?
its lyk she dsnt look at me,
she dsn't smile,
wat more speak.!

maybe SK is bac.
it stroke me again.
ouh wth.?!

sometymes i wonder y im i so emo abt little2 things lyk tis.
but is it even little.?
GOSH.! wth is rong wif me.??
im sooo stressed up.!
cls blog's templet is not even done yet.!
n i dun even think tt im gonna score fer ma mock papers.!

shit.!
WHAT IN DE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME.?!
someone PLEASE tell me. PLEASE.!!

i shud be thankful tt i haf jing yi wif me. at least i haf someone tu talk tu. ouh gsoh.!

goosebumps. half-way-almst-driping-tears.
no one notice.

maybe wat i asked fer came true.
fer her tu get away frm me,
but still de rest ddnt haf tu set me a side too ryt.?
r dey her dogs.?PPL IT WIF DA QUESTION MARK.!!
sry tu sae it.
its lyk shes de puppet master.!

does wat im saying even make sense.?
ouh crapt.
can i shift skul.?
or shift class.?

argh.!
i hate this.!
but y shud i be hating this.?
ouh freak.!
wth.??

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci