n i saw KAY again.
ouh bloody s***.
*fasting month lerr. cannot say bad things.!**DUSH.! just hit me*
Hoewever I still think that he likes my sister.
Ouh what is this.??

Then, i saw that guy. Yup that one. He is so alim, not like the gurl.

What de.???? You see. i keep on finding guys who are almost perfect. I hate this.
Like KAY. I so soo love his eyes. Kind, understanding, alim *I think haha**DUSH.!*

And now this guy. His smile, and he is de kindest among his colleagues. Haha. At least he smiles at me when we bumped or something, and he even say 'thank you' when I opened the door for him. And yes, you are very welcome. Unlike his colleagues. No manners.
His gurl has a tatoo on her back. Gosh.! Does he even know it.? I saw him vroom-ing with his motor yesterday, with his gurl. He was wearing a red Baju Kurong. Ouh dush.!
That simply means that he was from the mosque, he just finished his evening Ramadan prayers, 'Tarawih'. And his gurl was with her t-shirt, and wet hair. They are different. She really looks bad, you know, the evil face, the typical bad gurls out there, but she smiles. She always smiles and says hello to me when we meet. I hate her somehow.
For having such a loveable and alim boyfriend, yet being her.

IF only, I can steal him away from her, it'll be such heaven.! *DUSH.!Hit me while you can.*


Anyway, a person who is alim is someone who is pious. I think, that is what my sister said. Ouh kay. All those Muslims out there, good luck with facing the challenges during this Ramadan.

ever since ydae,i crnt stop thinkin of him. urgh.! wt's bloody rong wif me.?He's gta gurl. his smyl is lyk no ader.! so... urgh.! can he werk tonite.? wifout da gf followin.? wths.?! DUSH.! hit if u muz.! i hate lykin someone. it makes me ol kerazy inside. Yet, im lovin it somehow.!


DUSH.! hit me.!

THANK YOU GOD.!
tmr's de last perlim's paper. Geo paper 1.
afta tt, i onie haf 5 weeks left to de Os.!
ouh tt's real9ie scarry.!

not realie studying ryt now.
ol those distractions at MacD.
dush.!
hit me if u must.!
cus im seriously drifting in to de dreamland.

maybe i shud change my study area.
yeap. maybe.
n maybe someone hue can realie teach me PROPERLY.
i crnt teach myself, can i.?
esp de things i don't noe.
fer example, how to spell esp. FULLY.!
haha. issit especially.??
haha. gta check da dick.! nono. de dicTIONARY.
okie lame.
DUSH.!


DUSH me again if u must.
cus i crnt stop thinkin of tt someone.
esp wen he smyled ydae. n sae tnku wen i held de door fer him.
ouh shit.
da gurlfwen is gona come after me.!
hahahaha.

ouh ouh dushh.! hit me.!!!

ouuh naqiah,
im so sorry, really i am.
*coverin de face*

i realie was careless den,
i wished fer it not to happen.
see now we dun haf entertainment fer studies.

urgh.!
maybe im not ment to use any mp3 at all.
de same thing hgappened to my mp3.
urgh.!
how cud tis haf happened.??

shitness.!
its an mp3, not some cheap thing tt i can efort to pay back or something.!
uhh..!!
i haf to buy it fer her no matter wat.
i haf to save up.
i have to.
I HAVE TO.!!!

ouh shitty-ness.!
by de results next year. im sure.
but wudnt it be too long a time frame.?
ouh how.?
im so scared right now.!*cover de face again*

this i promis you.
serious.
i'll get it fer you.
please wait.


okie now..
ive srted somthing bad, real bad.
side effects occur.
n i noe it had.
now i hate myself.
okie fine i'll stop it.


worst thing is.
i dun wana go to da dnt workshop anymore.!
its soo scarry, n de most scarry thing is,
de instructor.
okie shut up.


i lyk someone, but at de sametime i dun thing i lyk him.
den i hate her, but we wer so close. n id un noe y im hating her right now.
ouh how.?


a tie, m ustth i shappe n .?

Nurul Atikah bte Sari
as in da IC/BC
Atie is seriously preferred
turninged 7-teen
4-teen december 9-teen9ty
mood-swing--er
grps; wsss; rp-pharmaceutical sci